Umm so like lately, I've been, errrr crazy ? Yes aku cuba menggilakan diri aku ini supaya tidak stress dan frust. Stress and frust sebab ? Well frankly pmr and women-.-' Pathetic? YES. Dah lama sebenarnya ada masalah dengan ''mereka'' ni, okay I'll describe women as "mereka" okay dalam ni. So uhuh I think I felt for someone, uhuh she is beautiful, maybe out of my league ? I don't think so, nobody's perfect.
She is not single, which is my huge problem. Er I hope writing this here is not a mistake, AGAIN. Well I don't know how to tell her this. My best friend, Ammar. Siap bagi ceramah lagi haritu pulak. Like last saturday ? I think lah kan, kitorang dekat kedai sate , belajar. But lebih banyak dengar dia ceramah daripada belajar sebenarnya.
He asked me to tell the girl what I feel for her. But I don't want to, because ? I don't want to get a fucking rejected, and lepas tu aku cakaplah, " Ammar, aku dah malas, kau faham tak ? Biarlah aku suka ke amenda, tapi aku taknak try " . Tapi Ammar suruh jugak bagitahuu so , dah sini lah bermula hidup Salihin berubah sikit.
Yes aku dah set dekat otak dan hati aku, dah hati ni dimiliki seseorang and susah dah nak buang perasaan ni PAYAH FAHAM? So sekarang dah mula balik penyakit datang. PENYAKIT SEBAB ? Kalau tengok sana nampak muka dia, tengok sini nampak muka dia, facebook check profile dia, makan? tak sekuat makan dah kot macam biasa, tidur ? heh NAK LENA SUSAH GILA. Inilah penyakit, bak kata Barney Stinson , " Love is a desease " .
Hmmmm what should I do ? I actually don't know. Taktahu betul ke aku ni sekarang, well gilalah katakan. Takpelah maybe sooner or later nak bagitahu jugak, dah ditetapkan dah, takboleh buat apa, boleh mengharap dan berusaha jelah kot. Dah terlanggar prinsip hidup aku balik, " Single and awesome " dah tadakk ! Dah jatuh hati dah kau Salihin. @$%^&$&!!!!!
Bye
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