Remorse

HEY guys, well lama gila tak update blog ni kan. Sorry to all of you , who ever reads my blog lah kan. I'm quite busy now, well yeah srsly. So it's 3.42 am, it's still early kan ? Haha yeah right. I can't sleep tonight.

I think , sebab , okay macam ni cerita dia. Ehem ehemmm. Just now, my friend lah, okay let's keep her name as a secret. Well, dia like ada problem lah kan. Dekat twitter I nampak dia like, update status like luah perasaan right. So I just asked her lah kan, what's going on ? Then she said lah like luah perasaan and all , tup tap tup tap, suddenly dia suruh call kan, dia nak cakap je terus kan.

But that time baru pukul 12 lebih, my dad and my brothers belum tidur, so takde privacy, langsung lah kan, I bagitahu dia tu. And then she said, it's okay lah, kalau dah boleh call, call lah. So around 1 something, I called lah bila line dah clear. But unfortunately dia tak angkat calls. I think she's asleep lah ofcourse. So I felt really bad.

Rasa macam bersalah gila lah kan, because I was'nt there when she needs me. Bukan lah kata I suka dia or something but, I'm like this, I like to listen to problems actually. So I felt really really bad. I hope me and her can talk about her problems sometime tomorrow lah. Atleast I can apologize or something.

So yeah I'm like this, sometimes haha, so I thinks it's enough for now. kthnxbai :D