School life love

Wow I haven't been blogging for what, a month ? Yeah I've been quite busy lahh, with school and stuff. Plus I don't know what to blog about actually cause there have been so many things that happened and I don't really know how to express it with words.

Let's talk about school first, I somehow managed to get myself into the Accounts class, the class is Awesome, well it is 4A haha. So yeah most of my friends are there, even the chinese and indians are awesome in that class, so we can get along very very well. Studies ? As usual I study what I love and ignore what I hate, fullstop.

My life? Urghh I don't know where to start, well things are going great with my friends ofcourse, and yes me and my old friend Ezad is getting closer as before. Lately we always go to the mamak , almost everynight just to talk, drink and yeah me doing my thang. It felt nice just talking to him, our way of thinking is the same, it's like, my brain is his brain, get it ? haha but if you don't, read it again.

And finally, my lovelife. I actually realised that do I even have a lovelife ? What? Even the sound of it bothers me now. Well ignore my crushes, crushes won't last long. I'm trying to focus my feeling towards this one girl, actually it was always been her, I just realised that. FUCK ! But I think it is kinda impossible for her to be mine now. I think that I'd just be her friend, her bestfriend. That would be awesome. That maybe be enough for me, just being her bestfriend, I can be the one she can trust, tell stories and problems and all the friends stuff. Yeah it would almost make my life complete if that happen. Well I guess that's it for now, loves.

" Dalam doaku hanya, ingin selalu disampingmu. "